10 10 / 2010
This post consists of the most of swearing on my entire blog.. (apologies)
This noise from outside is really fucking my mind… it’s been going on for the whole day …. literally. I’m not even kidding.. not even a bit…. I think it’s some sort of machine running on a rooftop of the next building’s or this big chunky metal thingy that keeps on banging on the concrete ground very very rapidly. It’s been going on for the last one or two weeks but it was only at night. Sometimes even during the arvo but usually late at night and early in the morning so I would not be able to fall asleep without rolling on my bed for like two hours or I would wake up many times during my sleep…I have been using my earphones the whole day today either with music playing loud or some video playing… Everytime either of them was finished and went silent, I would actually say Fuck in my mind because I start to hear that machine thing again… Is god trying to challenge my patience? Really? What the fuck do you want me to do… I feel so nice not having terrored that god damn building.
